After much thought I have come to the conclusion that writing my dissertation is THEMOST boring and frustrating thing I have ever done so far in my life.
My adviser may not believe me but I have spent DAYS staring at a blank monitor. I have read countless books and articles already but for some reason I can't get the words out.
If ever I do get to squeeze some words out it is either inappropriate or downright insufficient. Dissertations are all about content and substance. Where's the substance if you can summarize an entire article in a paragraph?
My time is almost up and I have yet to submit anything concrete. This is definitely not one of my better days. I pray that inspiration may once again shine on me.
I met the friend I mentioned last October this afternoon. He borrowed money from my Mom for a business venture. After months of not speaking with each other it's unfortunate that NOTHING changed in him.
He still remained as conceited as ever. We spent the day talking almost entirely about himself. Some people never change. I guess there's no hope for people like him. Good luck to you, my friend. It was great while it lasted.
I just received word stating that my abstract was accepted for presentation this coming May. This is my second abstract accepted for a foreign conference this year.
Such a message could not have come at a better time. Just when I was beginning to be intellectually demoralized.
Working on my dissertation is taking its toll. I'm not sure if it's stress or maybe my brain is slowing down. It is probably the most boring activity I ever did in my life!
Acceptance of an abstract may not be such a big deal however, if it was screened by the National University of Singapore (NUS) it'sa different story. The NUS is the 20th best university in the world according to Times Higher Education Supplement.
Being acknowledged by one of the best universities in the world is a feat in itself. Even if it wasn't NUS that screened it the very fact that foreign scholars recognize your work is truly gratifying.
It's a pity that many of my efforts are not recognized in my home country. Sometimes your kin could be your worst critic.
I just finished recording my major activities for 2008 in my journal. Looking back at my 2007 journal I can't help but feel guilty. There's just too much time wasted.
Yes there were major developments in 2007 but not in the same scale as 2006. Sad to say but the hardest part about regret is knowing that it cannot be reversed. There's simply no turning back.
Before I wrote in my 2008 journal I said a prayer. I prayed that I will be given the strength to accomplish what I am supposed to do.
I don't aspire much for 2008. Just to finish my dissertation and to gather enough clients for our business is good enough. Better stop making excuses and get moving!
This blog chronicles what I have been doing, thinking and feeling from day to day. Consider it as an exercise in autobiographical writing. Life's moments are meant to be shared after all.
Let's just say that I'm an incurable idealist and a hopeless romantic. I'm a guy who believes that nobody is innately bad and that finding the "perfect one" is just a matter of chance.
After much thought I have come to the conclusion that writing my dissertation is THE MOST boring and frustrating thing I have ever done so far in my life.
